February 2021

bloodbuzzed:

richard siken - anyway // the worm king’s lullaby

[text ID: He was point at the moon but I was looking at his hand.  He was dead anyway, a ghost.  I’m surprised I saw his hand at all.  The moon, of course, is always there - day moon, but it’s still there, behind the clouds but it’s still there.  I like seeing things: a hand, the moon, ice in a highball glass.  The moon?  It’s free, it doesn’t cost you anything so go ahead and look. / He was pointing at the moon but I was looking at his hand.  He was dead anyway, a ghost.  I’m surprised I saw his hand at all.  All this was prepared for me.  All this was set in motion long ago.  I live in someone else’s future.  I stayed as long as I could, he said.  Now look at the moon. /end ID]

[text ID: A kid under a tablecloth insists he’s a ghost. A table underneath a tablecloth is, I guess, like the rest of us, only pretending to be invisible. /end ID]

[text ID: Sure, everyone wants the same things—to belong, and to not be left behind—but still, does it help? Perhaps. /end ID]